Saturday, July 10, 2010

I'm 25 Last April Not so Fool.

I'm 25 since last April Not so Fool.

I miss my childhood so damn much. The time when I can play and fantasize with my Barbie dolls all day long. My fourth sister Kak Uda will decorate a very beautiful house for them and we used books, shoe box, other stuffs as their furniture. FYI, I dont have that real Barbie house as seen on TV by Mattel..since it will take like a 2-3 years duit raya just to have them. Plus, I really don't mind not to have it since my moveable Barbie house far much prettier. When I was thirteen some of my family members forced me to surrender them to other kids. They said that time was supposed to be my age transition. I'm going to turn to a teenager and a cool teenager don't play with their toys. I have to move on cause people said I have to.

Ok enough with my Barbie stories.

To be honest its kind of tiring to pretend like I'm a real 25 in front of other people. I may sometimes afraid of those judgmentalist when they tend to judge us just based on a single occasion.

That 25 isn't just a number. It carries lots of responsibilities.

Obviosly I will look weird and sick if I still play with Barbie at this age :p

But after all, I'm still my mummy's little girl. I may sometimes sneaking out reading Remaja and Galaxy at book store. I bet, Nick Carter of our times much more cuter than Justin Bieber or that Jonas Brother...haha

0 comments:

Post a Comment