Those Who Know

Just wondering.

What is so great of being a person who always knows what he/she want?

I’m 26 and 27 next year and 30 in another 4 years time (stop counting please). People said by this age, as an adult, your maturity should prosper. Or if not prosper pon, it should develop to prosper. Being 26, You should know what’s best for you, you leisurely can decide your own life path, petik jari dlm sekelip mata you know what you want, basically you already MASTER everything about yourself.

Are you?

To be honest I’m not. I change so many outfits in a single occasion even just to go hang out with my darling friends, what more on a first date (no need to elaborate), I don’t know where to eat unless I was craving for that food for more than single week, I couldn’t decide between pink and blue tops, between Black flatties and Black Pump, then I decided to buy both and by the end of the month my pocket cried a lot more than usual.

Hmm…dear you who always know what you want, it seems like your life went so smooth than mine. You never stop at one junction too long since you already know your direction even without looking at it. You know you are going to marry that guy even before he propose you. You know in another 10 years time, in what type of house you’ll live, what type of car you’ll drive, how many children you are going to have and you already plan a career for everyone of them.

Am I being the pathetic indecisive or it’s only you whom obsessing about your life plan?

All I know is that, I just want to be a good person. A good Muslim, a good and blessed child to Mak and Ayah, a good sister, a caring aunty and of course a great friend.

and to be happy to make others happy.

Other than that, I’m seriously life direct-less with thousands of dreams. Haha

And plus, maturity cannot be scale only with the ability of making decision. Others ability need to be considered as well.

Till then.